If there's anyone that loves me for who I am, it's Robert Cardenas the third.
When we first met we hated each other, but Elizabeth Bennet hated Mr. Darcy too, and look where that ended up?
He's what I'm thinking about right now. I spent the whole day with him, and it seems like i love him more and more every day.
He makes me feel like I'm something special, like no one else exists when he's with me. Two years ago, if you had asked me if I ever wanted to get married i would have deffinitely said no. Now, i know that i want to get married, and I know exactly who i want to spend my forever with.
We always say "Forever and Always" and i really believe that.
Today I really put his love to the test, could he love me even though on football nights I'll dress up like a goofy looking buff guy. I was so nervous, I felt so ugly standing next to all the cheerleaders, wishing that I was still one and not knowing what i had gotten myself into.
But Bobby was so sweet to me.
He helped me carry my things inside the American Legion Hall and helped me get dressed, he didn't laugh when I danced around like a dummy during the Horse.
Afterwards, all i wanted to do was run into his arms and sleep forever.
We went out for ice cream instead. Second best thing. We ate our ice cream and talked about forever. I really felt happier than I have in a while. Usually i have a million different things on my mind, but with Bobby, nothing else is important.
Spending time with Bobby lifts my spirits up, he knows exactly what to say to make me feel alright, and we both understand each other's crazy neurotic families. When we talk about our future, I have something to look forward to, and this year I'm letting go of all this anger that I have built up inside me. This year is just about becoming a better person for the man i love. Bobby loves me thorns and all, and I love him especially for his thorns. It's nice to be wanted by someone so beautiful.
till next time xoxo
-a
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